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Misty Blue …

It’s been a long Monday … feeling blue  … Misty blue …
Oh, it’s been such a long, long time
Looks like I’d get you off my mind
But I can’t
Just the thought of you (just the thought of you)
Turns my whole world misty blue (misty blue)
Oh honey, just the mention of your name (just your name)
Turns the flicker to a flame
Listen to me good, baby
I think of the things we used to do
And my whole world turns misty blue (misty blue)
Ooh baby, I should forget you
Heaven knows I tried (heaven knows I tried)
Baby, when I say that I’m glad we’re through
Deep in my heart I know I’ve lied
I’ve lied, I’ve lied (just the thought of you, misty blue)
Ooh honey, it’s been such a long, long time
Looks like I’d get you off my mind
But I can’t
Just the thought of you, my love (just the thought of you)
My whole world turns misty blue (misty blue)
Ooh, oh, I can’t, oh, I can’t
Oh, I can’t forget you
My whole world turns misty blue (misty blue)
Ooh, oh, my love
My whole world turns misty blue (misty blue)
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Baby, I can’t forget you
My whole world turns misty blue (misty blue)

Misty Blue

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Survivor

 

I came across the below written by Lorna Evol (Charlene) and wow the words were written as if they came out of my mouth.  Such raw, strong, truthful words.  Resonates …

Once those blood ties are broken there can be no repairing it because it wasn’t worth it to them therefore it is no longer worth it to me.  I really tried but I can only be hurt so much….no more…

Survivor:

As she wiped the blood from her lip she smiled and said in a tone of determination, Is that all that you have? You have tried your damnedest to beat me down. I have been spit in the face by the betrayal of those close to me. I have tasted the bitterness of the bullshit of lies fed to me by those who said they loved me. You expected me to be the good girl for the sake of others, while sacrificing my own identity. I have walked through days with nothing but shreds of self dignity. Each corner I have turned I wondered what cruel ass lesson would be taught to me. You have put judgement, shame, hatred, and ridicule in your bag of shit to dump on me. Yet here I stand battered and bruised, flawed and fucked up, I am standing with my head held high. I ask again life. Is this really the best you have to BREAK ME? She stood there fists held high because she knew all her life it would be ass kicking time. – Lorna Evol

 

Yes I am a Survivor … each and every day!


We are all important….

…to someone….

Always remember you are unique and you are important. There is no one else in the world quite like you. You are special. There never has been and there never will be anyone like you again.

Don’t let people take away your respect for yourself. No matter what they say or do remember that you are very important and a worthwhile person, and always retain respect for yourself. They cannot take away your self respect and dignity, for you control what you think of yourself and no one else.

You have your own special qualities and talents, and though you may not have the talents and gifts that someone else has, you have your own talents and gifts that others do not have. No one else can be you. Only you can be you. Try to be the best you possible.

Remember also that you are important to other people. You cannot help but touch the lives of other people as you go through life. There are many people who need your love and support, and who look up to you, and want to emulate you. People you may not even be aware of need you, and watch your life, and if you give up and fail yourself, you are failing them and letting them down too.

And you are important in the eyes of God.

I believe God spared me since His plan for me is not completed.  I am still trying to figure out my role.   I know I was born to be somebody.  I know I am meant to be important to someone.  

Today has been yet another life affirming day…and a day where I must accept the truth about certain people in my life.  Some people grow, change, adapt…others just lie, and continually let you down and themselves.  

“Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too.”

“Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away”  – Will Smith

I am just going to be me…be responsible and true to myself.  ♥

 

 

 


On My Journey….

On my journey…

I remember my journey

The endless journey

My heart made

Towards hope

Toward love

Time stands still

My courage frozen

Not knowing if I should take a step forward

Or to remain still, very still

Waiting for strength to push me ahead

Silence

Truth beckons

Every step taken is a new beginning

Every new sight, a dream realized

On my journey

Forever hopeful…♥


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