I find it incredibly sad that adults feel the need to continually insult, belittle, blame others for their misfortune or unhappiness. When do people grow up, mature and take responsibility for their own actions and reactions? These insecure people find it easier to say that other people are the ones with the problem because they can’t look into the mirror and admit the truth….they have issues, they need to admit and work on resolving.
I see myself too clearly at times…and that is why I am alone, happy….narcissism does exist…in the mirror.
I find it sad that these so called adults feel the need to insult to feel empowered. Their lives are in a rapid spiral downward and they need to hold onto the shred of their dignity. Yes, these marginalized people insult in order to be empowered…to manipulate. How do I accept, deal with at times inane insults? I clean house….I throw out the trash, I don’t allow these people in my life anymore. I only let sunshine touch my heart and mind. I block out the negativity. Now as many of you know I deal with an abusive mother, but unfortunately, I can’t erase her out of my life. But I limit my contact with her; and only allow positive, caring people in my life. One negative person in my life is enough. My reply to most inane people: “You are so insignificant that I don’t even care to register your words, your inability to apologize let alone to take offense at your insult.” Yes, loving my life with quality people who know the difference between truth and lies, between acceptance and denial…between growth and immaturity.
Its taken me a long time to understand my mom and her small ways. She is not happy unless everyone is as miserable as her. It’s a psychological defense mechanism. They try to make themselves feel superior by making others sad. Doesn’t work, does it? Its always some else’s problem, huh? The old me, would have tried to help, “fix” these damaged people. But I have spent half of my life trying to no avail. I am not responsible for someone else’s happiness. Only mine. The old me would have stuck around, been a doormat – thank goodness, no more.
I choose to live my life responsibly, deliciously, deliriously happy…
My way of dealing with negative people: “Out of my sight! Thou dost infect mine eyes.” – Shakespeare, Richard III
And in the words of Shaw, “The trouble with many is that they lack the power of conversation but not the power of speech.” …so ignore the lies in their empty words.
“Don’t compare yourself with anyone in this world…if you do so, you are insulting yourself.” – Gates
♥ LML ♥ Breathing, moving forward, transforming my life….