So lately, I have been all about the skies, food, sweets, wine, shoes, and last but not least bangles … my latest craze in arm candy. But I think I may have just found another form of arm candy … the younger man.
Yes! Now I am playing cougar. Who knew?! A former co-worker and I have re-connected on social media. We have met up as friends but now he is pouring his heart out to me about love, relationship … with me. So, I am trying to keep an open mind.
I have been having issues trying to date in my age range. We all have baggage – some more than others. Learning, that with a younger man there is definitely less baggage. I won’t have decades of past relationships and other issues to deal with. I don’t have to worry about his ex-wife and children — it will be all about the two of us. And right now, at this point in my life – it’s what I want and deserve, Growing tired of playing it safe, of being alone. I like to be chased, adored.
I was always a bit of a late-bloomer, and being with a younger man may just somehow keep me in a forever-inspired mode. My younger friend may have less, but gives more. I am in a non-settling frame of mind.
One of my favorite aunts was in town last month and she started telling me how lucky she was to have married a younger man – her second chance at love. She was widowed at a young age with small children when she found her second chance. She had a stroke two years ago and was feeling fortunate her husband is healthy and younger. She also told me that he was less judgmental, less traditional, less bound by stereotype – which has helped her in many ways to being happier, even a better mom. She had me thinking … then bam, he comes back into my life – this time not as a co-worker, but a friend.
Who knows…I am not making any decisions, I don’t need to. I am just taking it one minute at a time. Enjoying life. Trying to worry less, stay sane and get healthier. I am going to stop worrying so much about what others may think, stop wondering what this younger guy sees in me, and just enjoy the attention. I deserve every flattering, delicious moment … so I plan to sit back and continue counting my blessings and start looking for this Maca root from the jungles of Peru.
Looking forward to finally, freely living some more, to have my emotions raw, to the potential and the possibilities of having my body, mind, and soul literally rocked … ah nirvana may indeed be mine. Fulfillment, contentment … indeed … on my journey of living deliciously with grace in my step, hope in my heart. I am back …