How many of you have seen the movie, “Moonlight Mile”? This is how I have been feeling all weekend into Monday…”I feel like I have been in a place where nothing’s right, where every moment’s backwards, every sky’s without color, without hope…”…so I am sitting here determined not to play games, waste my time nor anyone else’s – no games, only hope…
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In the words of Andre Breton, “All my life, my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name”…this is how I have been feeling…something so close, slightly unclear, out of reach, nearly in my grasp, but I can’t quite put my finger on it…continues to stretch away from me out of sight…*sigh*
Definitely a T rambling kind of night especially with the thunderstorm raging outside. Ah the written word…Words make love with one another…
Learning that I need to let go…and that it is okay to fall in love again…it’s okay to believe in love again. Nights like this definitely make me realize that I wish I had someone close, near me, to snuggle up with.
Seems I’ve been playing on the safe side
Building walls around my heart to save me,
But it’s time for me to let it go
Yeah, I’m ready to feel now
No longer am I afraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I’m ready to love again – LADY ANTEBELLUM
Someday, I know I will completely forget the hurt, the many reasons I cried, and finally put those behind me who caused the pain. I will finally realize that the secret of being free is not betrayal nor revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and their own time. After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our lives; which shows how well we lived our lives. So I am once again letting go of all my fears, giving myself permission to be happy, setting myself free…free to be me, and not be so afraid to fall in love again.
The only way to forget, to let go is to accept; and the only way to move on, is to keep looking ahead…looking for my sun on the cloudiest of days…peeking through just to make me smile. I know it’s out there.
“…actions, speak louder…There’s some kind of storm brewing…Now that I’ve done my time, I need to move on and I need you to try
Cause we’re out of goodbyes…We’re out of goodbyes, we’re out of goodbyes…”
♥ Maybe raindrops are the bravest thing created by God. Want to know why? They are never afraid of falling just like me and my tears…♥ So its raining, and I cry…cry from from sheer exhaustion, utter confusion, profound sadness…will to strive for better.
When it rains, most birds fly for shelter; but the eagle alone avoids the rain by flying above all the clouds. Lesson to be learned: We should be like the eagle and believe we can fly above the storm of life…it’s been a bad week…I need to find my inner eagle.
Sometimes we need to be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. As, some lessons are learned best through pain…as the rain falls and allows the true beauty of spring time shine through…flowers bloom, petals glisten…
I am trying to focus on the good – even though the outside world might be raining, if you keep on smiling the sun will soon show its face and smile back at you…must keep faith!
Wise saying: An umbrella can’t stop the rain, but can make us stand in the rain while it protects us from the rain. Confidence may not bring success, but it gives us the courage and power to face any challenges.
Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again ~ Alex Tan.
Sometimes it’s better to break down in tears and show your emotions than to keep it all inside and not tell a single soul.
I want, need, to believe that the happiest people are the ones who can say, “When all is going wrong, when the clouds get in the way, that a little unhappiness must balance the joys and that a bit of sadness has its place, too”. These people know the balance of nature’s way…nothing grows where only the sun shines…
A lonely tear an Angel shed.
It fell to earth one day.
It touched upon a heart in pain,
And sent it on its way.
The love of others going on.
It’s hard, for those it leaves;
But spring time, brings the joy of promise.
And in quiet solitude, I shed many a lonely tear.
Sometimes what are being lived are the tears…I cry…cry with all the strength I have because with every tear, every tear is accompanied by a prayer into heaven…
Tears streaming down my face, falling down my cheeks, as my eyes burn, reflecting the pain of our last encounter…as I sit here and its raining sorrow and I just know I will remain awake until tomorrow. ♥mm♥
Ah raindrops keep falling…raindrops fall, pelting against the pavement, as tears continue to fall down my cheeks, melting away at my heart….♥