3 am confessional

*sigh*  3am weekend ramblings, trying not to be so jaded.  So after finally deciding to stop obsessing over an un-requited crush, I jumped into a whirlwind week of fun, laughs, good food, dancing with a younger, sexy playboy … not the best idea I have ever had.  I was so desperate to pretend I am ok, looking to smile, just forget, I jumped yet failed to prepare for the landing.  I truly don’t trust myself these days.  I am making emotional choices. I am not in a good place right now.  Smiles may lie, but eyes seldom do.

I will just keep moving on, smiling, pretending …with grace in my step, hope in my heart, tears in my eyes but wide open.  Knowing deep down inside, I am worth more.  I deserve more.  This isn’t how my story ends …

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About Teresita

I am a writer, a thinker, an introvert, work behind the scenes kind of person - I am of Puerto Rican blood, have an Italian soul, and a Berliner mind....just learning...♥ View all posts by Teresita

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