Such a strange day…stirrings of melancholy! I don’t understand how I find myself smiling all day long but cry myself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.
I know that dreams don’t always have to exist while the sun’s down and your eyes are shut. So I am not going to stop believing. I know all too well how over thinking ruins you… ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you worry, and just makes things worse than it actually is.